I lifted the follow paragraph from an article written by Edward Fudge.
“Someone writes: ‘I am advanced in years and always thought I was saved because I asked Jesus into my heart at age 12. I lived a life of disobedience but have recently been through many profound changes and have turned to God with all my might. I want to be saved but I am going through great torment because I can’t get in touch with Jesus or the Holy Spirit. I can’t even breath from fear I am not one of God’s elect. I don’t feel the presence of God in my life even when I plead with God for mercy. I feel totally abandoned. Can you please help me?’”
From the language used above, I would say the author is not a member of the church that I belong to. However, his fears are rooted deeply in the hearts of too many members in the Church of Christ.
In my youth, I was a preacher in another church. One Sunday I was asked to visit a member’s husband who was bedridden and dying of cancer. The member informed me that her husband was a member of the “Church of Christ.”
I visited with the man and upon leaving, asked if he would like for me to have prayer. He agreed and I held his hand and prayed. Once finished, he held tightly to my hand, looked into my eyes and said, “Preacher, I’m a member of the Church of Christ. The Church of Christ religion is a good one to live by, but a poor one to die by.” That statement has stuck with me for fifty-five years!
If a person makes the second covenant from God into a law keeping one like the first, his efforts to live up to the demands of such will meet with total failure. That failure will produce depression. The depression will rob him of hope. Without hope there will be no assurance. Without assurance one is left only with despair that is clothed in abandonment.
Have you ever felt that God can’t love you? Why do you feel that way? Is it because you realize you cannot live up to the demands of law keeping because you keep breaking them? Does the lack of perfection in your life frighten you? Do you find your efforts to be a “good Christian” are rewarded with failure? If so, aren’t you guilty of trying to win God’s approval in the wrong way?
God already loves you. You don’t have to win his love. You already have it! You don’t have to cross every “t” or dot every “i” in order to please our Father. He isn’t looking for individuals who have all their bases covered. He came to save sinners. Guess what, you and I fill that prescription? We are sinners! Jesus turns us into saved ones.
Jesus did not come to keep us under law, he came to save us by grace through faith (Galatians 3:6-14, 23; Ephesians 2:8-9). You can’t make yourself sinlessly perfect. But you can by faith receive the righteousness of God. It is not about your righteousness, it is receiving his (2 Corinthians 5:21).
Law keeping puts all the burden on you. Why not allow Jesus to bear it (Matthew 11:28-30)? He is the Savior, not you!